Wednesday, October 19, 2011 // 11:55 PM
I know they always say JC is tough, but no one said it will be this tough.
Promos are over and the results are out. Bad, as expected.
Disappointed , but what to do? Of course i know there's improvement since mid year's results, but oh well...
But there's even no time for us to dwell over it. PW's been a pain in the ass.
there's only datelines and more datelines. Things to do and even more things to do.
Sometimes i really wonder if i should continue on this journey.
If i do, will i make it?
Of course, there's happy things that occurs. Family and friends brought so much joy into my life. I won't get away with a day of not laughing with them around. (:
And yes, i'm gonna have my interview to become OGL next year tmr. Hopefully i can get in and maybe make my life much more better . haha :D
Somehow, somewhat, i guess i have been living in denial for quite some time. It's like i'm repeatedly convincing myself and others that there's nothing anymore but i will still think about it from time to time. Now, I really don't know and maybe it's best to remain like this.
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